Monthly Archives: August 2019

The Noises

The noises are a call
All those that you don’t like do not call you
They call someone else
So before you go on to criticize it
Always remember they were not calling you
They were calling someone who can identify
You want it to be
But can’t, the noise was not for you

(Ruptes, 2019)

I Lied

Today I woke up, and forgot all about yesterday – I lied.

(Ruptes, 2019)

A Thing of the Past

The cool breeze
And the short days
All tells me
That summer is
Now a thing of the past

(Ruptes, 2019)

I Need You Here

I need you here
To wipe these tears
To provide a shoulder
To talk to me calmly
To mend this heart

I need you here
To help me see clearly
To forget the misery
To be my company

I need you here
To stop my crying
To bring me back to life
To fix what you’ve broken

(Ruptes, 2019)

Seeing You

Waking each morning
Seeing you
How wonderfully amazing
It’s a high
To know that I’ve made it again
To look at you next to me
I’ve achieved today’s first challenge
Waking up next to you
For if I close my eyes
Darkness is all I see
And if I never wake
My fear is staying in the vanta abyss
Of my sleep
If I awake for 1 second
See you next to me
I am ready for my trip
For I have completed my daily goal
Seeing you by me

(Ruptes, 2019)

Together

Follow me now or even later.
We will still be together.

(Ruptes, 2019)

Lone Life

I would much rather walk life alone
Being the lone person
Sinking into my own rabbit hole
Or just remaining in it
Without a soul nearby
Or a pair of eyes looking
Or a mind to criticize me
And a mouth to judge me
Quite possibly my best life can be alone
Away from you and even me

(Ruptes, 2019)

Everything Black

If everything was black, but your feet to light the way. It might be easier then to navigate this life.

(Ruptes, 2019)

The Way You Got Me

You touched me
Oh so softly
And the hair on my neck raised
They stood up in amusement
This touch that I love
The one that i have missed
When you smile
When you breath
When you touch me
You reset my worries
You make me whole
As i sit on this couch
Or this train
Or walk
You are all that I see
My love
My ground
The touch resets me

(Ruptes, 2019)

Come Close and Stay Away

Come close and stay away
Keep the distance
In a way that you can still come close
I want you near
And need you near
But I am not able to bare your radiance
Your beauty and your gleam
Blinds me complete
Leaving me open to you
I am afraid of the outcome
Although I trust your love
Your intentions are pure
But my being is scared
If I give my all to you
Do I in return everything that makes me?
Come close to me
But stay away

(Ruptes, 2019)

Pain of Living

Sometimes the pain of living is real
Like getting pinched
Or getting hit
Some days it feels worst than others
And other days it is slight
Though still there is, pain
There is no way to not feel it
This pain of life is harsh
Mostly when there isn’t a spread sandwich to eat
One that satisfy the soul
Thoroughly and deep
Food to take away the mind from the body
Sending you to places where only the stomach is everything
A life without a spread sandwich is a life full of miserable pain
Find me the spread
I will find the bread
And make the only thing in this life that matters
The best spread sandwich that soul can taste
Taste bud overload
Satisfy your soul
Give your life some meaning
If not, life is all about pain

(Ruptes, 2019)

Space

There is no pain like that pain of distance
That one that has space
The space you don’t see
One in which creates miles and miles
The terrain is hectic
Making it almost impossible
Close it
Is it worth it?
To look back and see it spread
to go back and close it?

(Ruptes, 2019)