Straining

Find me! displaced and broken.

Scared and fearing.

Crying and screaming.

Unable to compose emotions.

In a spiral rival of assertion.

In a wheel of painful fortune.

For I wish not to have you close,

To push you off completely,

And in the bend of my will;

I snap!

Allowing you an entry to my grief.

Allowing you to pain me in my sleep.

The nightmare that steals my being.

The one that controls my mind continually.

Forcing such chaos upon me.

Leave me for I wither!

You’re stealing my very existence.

Me, I’m losing it to you – never having won.

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