Last night I cried to sleep. 

It's been a long time since so. 

The feeling was out of body. 

A complete decompress.

Everything was pressing and nothing was releasing. 

Like a child pinching it's finger. 

I cried so much. 

She didn't hear me. 

Yet she laid there,

Next to me. 

Sleeping in peace. 

While I prayed for the fix of a shattered heart. 

The pain in my heart was a crime scene. 

My heart was found everywhere around me. 

So many pieces to piece. 

On the wall,

The floor,

Ceiling,

And car. 

It was obvious that I was dreaming. 

A nightmarish dream. 

Reality is dried cheeks,

Sleep in clouds,

Living another night captive.

Peace stolen in my dreams. 

- Ruptes