There are days where nothing is what you think. When everything falls and shatters. Nothing remains whole. The heart splashes to the ground. Shattering rather than splatting. It is dried from the burden of pain. Breaking to many pieces. Going in every direction. Repair seems likely impossible. When Life is breathed into it. It's now malleable. Allowing it to fall, splatter, and stretch. Never breaking again... - Ruptes
I sink and I vanish In the deep see of my thoughts The place where I linger the most no movement I get the One that understand There with me to the end A call and with sound knows Where I stand Gets into the perfect position Countering negativity Pulling me by the hand because the words were muffled and the drowning noticeable Because He never left me there - Ruptes
In my desperation. There You was. Countering every thought with laughter. Injecting every moment with joy. In my desperation I pushed You away. Regardless of the moments. I moved away. Also, in my desperation. I came back to You. I realized it's worst without You. - Ruptes
Turning to You, for everything that makes me. There is nothing in me that can be without a You.Ruptes
In need of the forgiveness to flow through me.
It’s impossible joy to not have it in me.
The weather beats me.
And the rain has more laughter and joy than I do.
It has one job and it does it effortlessly.
I have one job and I struggle on it daily.
Forgive me Father, for my inability.
To reach out to you when in need.
Sombering in my flaws.
Eating up the space for You to be in.
Like the brightest lamp post
In the middle of the street
In the darkest of nights
That’s you and me to the world
When He is with us.
There can never be a bigger blockage than that of what you give yourself. You are the one that can hold yourself back more than anyone can try. Because if you do not have believe in yourself, Faith in what you can do, Then you do not want to do. Which is worst than someone going against you. Because you went against yourself from the start. - Ruptes
There will be crying. But it will be tears of pain. With that pain, there will be joy. Brought to our realm. Our world. - Ruptes
There can be a bright light in your darkness. The light can be found around you. When there is no other light coming to light you. You have to shine for yourself. Because the first light to shine your path has to be you. Without your light lit first, all others do not matter. \Ruptes
Being guided is the way that you show trust and hope, when you can choose to not believe. Give yourself to be guided.Ruptes