Category: Sadness
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Before and After
There is a before and an after. Before you left and after you came. Both of them are still the same. Before you came and after you left are both the same place. The place of solitude. Standing there in space. Standing there in space. Forgetful of my surroundings. Before you left and after you […]
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No Tears for the Pain
Allow me these tears. The ones that I wish nobody could see. Allow me the freedom of the pain. The one that I don’t have. To deal with the aches. Allow me these tears. The ones rolling by my cheek. In silence, just me. To let the pain out. But there is no privacy. Where […]
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Forced Suppression
The forced supression. Comes out later like a volcano. Comes out exploding wildly. Nothing is saved from it’s reaction. Suppression of emotions. Only leads to the destruction of self. The explosion only breaks self. Slowly causing a spell.The one that breaks and yell. But nothing worst.Than the dome placed on self. By someone else. Forced […]
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Sweet Simple Comfort
Serene wind. Coming strongly from one direction. Moving swiftly to another direction. Serene wind. Almost going through me. Providing me that sweet simple comfort. The one I just really need. – Ruptes
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Like I Shouldn’t
I certainly lose my ways. I never do this for more than I should. I never do this like I should. Therefore, I lose it all like I shouldn’t. – Ruptes
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A Dried Heart
There are days where nothing is what you think. When everything falls and shatters. Nothing remains whole. The heart splashes to the ground. Shattering rather than splatting. It is dried from the burden of pain. Breaking to many pieces. Going in every direction. Repair seems likely impossible. When Life is breathed into it. It’s now […]
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In My Desperation
In my desperation. There You was. Countering every thought with laughter. Injecting every moment with joy. In my desperation I pushed You away. Regardless of the moments. I moved away. Also, in my desperation. I came back to You. I realized it’s worst without You. – Ruptes
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Forgive Me
In need of the forgiveness to flow through me. It’s impossible joy to not have it in me. The weather beats me. And the rain has more laughter and joy than I do. It has one job and it does it effortlessly. I have one job and I struggle on it daily. Forgive me Father, […]
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Feels
There has been many thoughts in me. How do I go to put this into words. These thoughts consume me. They are the small spark in the middle of me. How can I go about it? All I want to do is sit and cry. Let out this pain that I am not able to […]
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Moments
There are days where there’s complete happiness and sadness. A pit fall of confusion. There are moments when there’s pure joy. Those that move you, so much that you have to react. There are other times when I wake to complete sadness. Where my heart pains in the sight of daylight. Times when I wake […]
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Time Differences
It takes seasons for a change in the colors of the leafs on the trees. It takes weeks of dormant trees to grow foliage. It takes weeks of great weather and sunlight to make a beautiful landscape. It takes a moment for man to create a beautiful garden. In one night of frost, enough to […]
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Circle of Loneliness
There can be a time, When you can be center circle to things, Within it you are the main attraction. The one that everyone sees, The moment that everyone wants, The laughter that everyone hears. Within the circle also lives, dread, fear, and solitude. Pain, distress, and sorrow. Those that you know so well, Discomfort, […]
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