Category: Sadness
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Broken
I am not sure how to fix myself. See, I feel broken. I am not sure when it happened. That moment for me is uncertain. What I do know is that I don’t know how to heal it. I am still here hoping.That one day I can fix myself from being broken.- Ruptes
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Indiscriminate Actions of Life
The unfairness of life. Never ceases to amaze.How the good lay victims to its wrath.Their acts of kindness ignored.Doing for everyone. All that others looked over. The unfairness of life. Taking away those that should stay. Ripping apart and leaving pain. Never ceases to amaze.How it leaves all the evil. Enjoying all its days. The […]
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For Good or Bad
But. One word is all it takes. One sentence being said. One look from someone. Simply just a facial expression. To which it shatters all hope. Break your heart to pieces. Disappoints you in every way. But. One word is all it takes. One sentence being said. One look from someone. Simply just a facial […]
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Son, I’m Sorry
I’ve wanted to cry. To let out all the emptiness and pain. I’m unable to. Life’s been good. Though, I have been in a circle. I see nothing different. Everything is the same. There is fear for everything. The older I get, the more fear I feel. Being a father heighten my thoughts on mortality, […]
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In The Shade
They’re in the shade. Over at the little corner of the massive space. That’s where I placed them all. Away from the center of attention. Away from the prying eyes that dig into them. A better mind, it is when it’s out of sight. There, that space is the very edge of my mind. Keeping […]
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Underdog
Just the understanding dog. The one not taken seriously. You know the failure. That’s me. The one dealt a set of cards. Played them horribly. Wrecked my life’s saving plan. – Ruptes
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Happiness There
I am not sure that I know what it is that my mind wants. There are moments in which I want to cry. So much so that my mind pounds so hard I feel it as physical pain. I want to cry into dehydration and not have a drop of water to help quench the […]
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When is it now?
For certain, there is no certainty. The future is bleak. There is not a single soul that knows beyond now, for sure. The future, anything past the current. Though, how do you call the current? Time doesn’t escape, but it doesn’t wait. The now is always changing – time. It’s never complacent. – Ruptes
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There Not Here
You came here. Then you went over there. Right back over here. Then you leave me here and go over there. Where? Why leave me here? Desolate. No love. No air. That time or this time or another time again. I thought it a return. For love, not despair. Fumes for love. Toxic air. – […]
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Storied Life
Storied time.In a storied life. About the horrid-fied.life o lies. A battle in time.A stammer dime.The hammered lies.Brain-afied. It’s those subtle lies. In which rattles high. And through time. Ranges high.Baffle time. Becoming storied time.In a storied life.- Ruptes
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Poisonous Love
Love that can be poisonous. Love that it’s meant to be, by any means. That conquers differences, and loves by all means. It’s being deceiving. Poisonous Love is so great. It’s sweet. Anesthesia. You are delighted and free. A euphoria. A high that can’t be seen. Poisonous Love seeks to encapsulate you, in. When it […]
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Prisoner of Mind
The living space. Of the living days. The willful praise. Of the willing reign.Reach out and conquer. Bring about your rage. Though in another world.This one is full of lies and pain. It is in it that we drown. What’s swimming to white rafts?Look outside the world of your mind.In it you’re a prisoner to […]
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