Category Archives: Poetry

There Is No Way

There is no way to know the truth.
The pain and the rain of tears coming down.

There is no way to figure out why.
The flash flood of tears.

There is no way you will ever know.
The the pain in me has to do because of you.

I only look one way.
In hopes that He will help me through.
Through, the sorrows, misunderstandings, tears, pains.

- Ruptes

A Dried Heart

There are days where nothing is what you think.
When everything falls and shatters.
Nothing remains whole. 

The heart splashes to the ground.
Shattering rather than splatting.
It is dried from the burden of pain. 

Breaking to many pieces.
Going in every direction.
Repair seems likely impossible.

When Life is breathed into it.
It's now malleable.
Allowing it to fall, splatter, and stretch.

Never breaking again...

- Ruptes

He Never Left ME There

I sink and I vanish 
In the deep see of my thoughts 
The place where I linger 
the most
no movement 

I get the One that understand 
There with me to the end 
A call and with sound knows 
Where I stand 
Gets into the perfect position 

Countering negativity 
Pulling me by the hand
because the words were muffled 
and the drowning noticeable 
Because He never left me there

- Ruptes

Quote #6

And the world is only concerned with itself.

Amazing how it never vows otherwise.

Ruptes

Each Morning

I can wake in pain, 
back, legs, hip 
something extraordinary 
Opening the eyes
seeing you brings joy
Hearing you causes a dance 
what pain did I say? 
 there is nothing to feel here 
just the joy of your voice 
 the beauty of your face.

- Ruptes 

Shedding The Tears

To the days that rain,
I thank you for shedding the tears.
Because it shows me that crying is ok.
Natures cries some days.
It helps other places.
Not just the negative.
Crying is reviving.
It’s the beginning of a new beginning.
A New more invigorating start.
Coming down from above
And moving out from within.

- Ruptes

In My Desperation

In my desperation. There You was. 
Countering every thought with laughter. 
Injecting every moment with joy. 

In my desperation I pushed You away.
Regardless of the moments.
I moved away. 

Also, in my desperation.
I came back to You. 
I realized it's worst without You.  

- Ruptes

A Calling Card

There is a calling card. It never expires.

One that I use constantly. Because I need.

A relationship with You, requires a me.

To use the calling card to speak to You.

Ruptes

No Me Without You

Turning to You, for everything that makes me. There is nothing in me that can be without a You.

Ruptes

Forgive Me

In need of the forgiveness to flow through me.

It’s impossible joy to not have it in me.

The weather beats me.

And the rain has more laughter and joy than I do.

It has one job and it does it effortlessly.

I have one job and I struggle on it daily.

Forgive me Father, for my inability.

To reach out to you when in need.

Sombering in my flaws.

Eating up the space for You to be in.

The Brightest

Like the brightest lamp post

In the middle of the street

In the darkest of nights

Just it

That’s you and me to the world

When He is with us.

You Against You

There can never be a bigger blockage than that of what you give yourself. 
You are the one that can hold yourself back more than anyone can try. 
Because if you do not have believe in yourself, 
Faith in what you can do, 
Then you do not want to do. Which is worst than someone going against you. 
Because you went against yourself from the start. 

- Ruptes