Tag: alone
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Broken
I am not sure how to fix myself. See, I feel broken. I am not sure when it happened. That moment for me is uncertain. What I do know is that I don’t know how to heal it. I am still here hoping.That one day I can fix myself from being broken.- Ruptes
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Captivating Sleep
Last night I cried to sleep. It’s been a long time since so. The feeling was out of body. A complete decompress.Everything was pressing and nothing was releasing. Like a child pinching it’s finger. I cried so much. She didn’t hear me. Yet she laid there,Next to me. Sleeping in peace. While I prayed for […]
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Underdog
Just the understanding dog. The one not taken seriously. You know the failure. That’s me. The one dealt a set of cards. Played them horribly. Wrecked my life’s saving plan. – Ruptes
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Itself
The mind.Captive to itself.Rebellion to itself. Destructive to itself. Hostage to itself. Painful to itself. You’re nothing to it.Nothing without it.Just a capsule. – Ruptes
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There Not Here
You came here. Then you went over there. Right back over here. Then you leave me here and go over there. Where? Why leave me here? Desolate. No love. No air. That time or this time or another time again. I thought it a return. For love, not despair. Fumes for love. Toxic air. – […]
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Storied Life
Storied time.In a storied life. About the horrid-fied.life o lies. A battle in time.A stammer dime.The hammered lies.Brain-afied. It’s those subtle lies. In which rattles high. And through time. Ranges high.Baffle time. Becoming storied time.In a storied life.- Ruptes
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Prisoner of Mind
The living space. Of the living days. The willful praise. Of the willing reign.Reach out and conquer. Bring about your rage. Though in another world.This one is full of lies and pain. It is in it that we drown. What’s swimming to white rafts?Look outside the world of your mind.In it you’re a prisoner to […]
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No Tears for the Pain
Allow me these tears. The ones that I wish nobody could see. Allow me the freedom of the pain. The one that I don’t have. To deal with the aches. Allow me these tears. The ones rolling by my cheek. In silence, just me. To let the pain out. But there is no privacy. Where […]
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Forced Suppression
The forced supression. Comes out later like a volcano. Comes out exploding wildly. Nothing is saved from it’s reaction. Suppression of emotions. Only leads to the destruction of self. The explosion only breaks self. Slowly causing a spell.The one that breaks and yell. But nothing worst.Than the dome placed on self. By someone else. Forced […]
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Impossible To Know
There is no way that any one can know If I cry – is it always sadness? Inpossible to know. I say. I am always happy. These tears scream JOY, even if it comes out in pain.
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Today
There is – No way!This is destined to be this way. To look at it differently is to lose reality. For this is what’s already here. And thinking of what it was or could be. Is a thought on the mind of a person with fear. Take it for the solidness that it holds. For […]
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