Tag: confusion
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Broken
I am not sure how to fix myself. See, I feel broken. I am not sure when it happened. That moment for me is uncertain. What I do know is that I don’t know how to heal it. I am still here hoping.That one day I can fix myself from being broken.- Ruptes
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Indiscriminate Actions of Life
The unfairness of life. Never ceases to amaze.How the good lay victims to its wrath.Their acts of kindness ignored.Doing for everyone. All that others looked over. The unfairness of life. Taking away those that should stay. Ripping apart and leaving pain. Never ceases to amaze.How it leaves all the evil. Enjoying all its days. The […]
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Captivating Sleep
Last night I cried to sleep. It’s been a long time since so. The feeling was out of body. A complete decompress.Everything was pressing and nothing was releasing. Like a child pinching it’s finger. I cried so much. She didn’t hear me. Yet she laid there,Next to me. Sleeping in peace. While I prayed for […]
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Itself
The mind.Captive to itself.Rebellion to itself. Destructive to itself. Hostage to itself. Painful to itself. You’re nothing to it.Nothing without it.Just a capsule. – Ruptes
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There Not Here
You came here. Then you went over there. Right back over here. Then you leave me here and go over there. Where? Why leave me here? Desolate. No love. No air. That time or this time or another time again. I thought it a return. For love, not despair. Fumes for love. Toxic air. – […]
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Storied Life
Storied time.In a storied life. About the horrid-fied.life o lies. A battle in time.A stammer dime.The hammered lies.Brain-afied. It’s those subtle lies. In which rattles high. And through time. Ranges high.Baffle time. Becoming storied time.In a storied life.- Ruptes
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Tracking the Wind
Where is the final location of the wind? When it reaches you or when it reaches its destination? -Ruptes
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The Illusion
Figure out all you know. Do you know much about yourself? Or maybe nothing at all. Like a white wall. Seems to be straight forward. But it takes in the light. Letting out a glare of it. What you see is not the reality. It is the illusion of it. – Ruptes
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Toast To My Mind
Toasting to the mind that I have, It only knows how to cause me panic,Anxiety, and pain. Toasting to the death you are giving me,Not the great job you do.
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Today
There is – No way!This is destined to be this way. To look at it differently is to lose reality. For this is what’s already here. And thinking of what it was or could be. Is a thought on the mind of a person with fear. Take it for the solidness that it holds. For […]
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Yellow Light
The sun so bright. Yet the darkness is so deep. There is no shine. Everything is a dark pit. Drowning out all light. Even though the sun is so bright. A yellow dot in a dark sky. There is really no light. The darkness outshines the light.
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