Tag: drowning

• Broken

  

  I am not sure how to fix myself. See, I feel broken. I am not sure when it happened. That moment for me is uncertain. What I do know is that I don’t know how to heal it. I am still here hoping.That one day I can fix myself from being broken.- Ruptes

  Ruptes

  March 13, 2022

  2022, Annoyed, Artistic, emotions, English, hope, Poetry, Ruptes, Sadness, Thoughts, Tired, Uncertainty

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• Indiscriminate Actions of Life

  

  The unfairness of life. Never ceases to amaze.How the good lay victims to its wrath.Their acts of kindness ignored.Doing for everyone. All that others looked over. The unfairness of life. Taking away those that should stay. Ripping apart and leaving pain. Never ceases to amaze.How it leaves all the evil. Enjoying all its days. The […]

  Ruptes

  March 6, 2022

  2022, Annoyed, Artistic, emotions, English, hope, Poetry, Ruptes, Sadness, Thoughts, Tired, Uncertainty

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• Underdog

  

  Just the understanding dog. The one not taken seriously. You know the failure. That’s me. The one dealt a set of cards. Played them horribly. Wrecked my life’s saving plan. – Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 24, 2022

  2022, Annoyed, Artistic, emotions, English, hope, Poetry, Ruptes, Sadness, Thoughts, Tired, Uncertainty

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• Itself

  

  The mind.Captive to itself.Rebellion to itself. Destructive to itself. Hostage to itself. Painful to itself. You’re nothing to it.Nothing without it.Just a capsule. – Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 22, 2022

  2022, Artistic, emotions, English, Poetry, Ruptes, Thoughts, Tired, Uncertainty

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• Storied Life

  

  Storied time.In a storied life. About the horrid-fied.life o lies. A battle in time.A stammer dime.The hammered lies.Brain-afied. It’s those subtle lies. In which rattles high. And through time. Ranges high.Baffle time. Becoming storied time.In a storied life.- Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 18, 2022

  2022, Annoyed, Artistic, emotions, English, Happiness, hope, Poetry, Romantic, Ruptes, Sadness, Thoughts, Tired

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• Prisoner of Mind

  

  The living space. Of the living days. The willful praise. Of the willing reign.Reach out and conquer. Bring about your rage. Though in another world.This one is full of lies and pain. It is in it that we drown. What’s swimming to white rafts?Look outside the world of your mind.In it you’re a prisoner to […]

  Ruptes

  February 14, 2022

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• Drowning

  I need to know. What it feels like? What it is that I feel like? What it is that you make me feel like? What it is that the situations make me feel like? What drowning feels like? Wanting to scream and water fills your lungs. Wanting to cry but the water washes the tears […]

  Ruptes

  May 14, 2020

  2020, Artistic, Poetry, Ruptes, Thoughts

  alone, anxiety, Artistic, confusion, drowning, emotions, feelings, mental health, pain, panic attacks, Poetry, quarantine, random, reality, Ruptes, self, Tears, Thoughts, Water