Tag: emotions
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Adversity
The ability to stand tall in adversity. It is slowly being lost with modernity. But how tall can you stand when it is one thing after the other? Do you count the battles you are winning? These battles you are winning. But mentally you are still leaning and not standing at all. But if you […]
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The Ways of Love
Need a better way of love. One that sees all the rainbows of love. A way that shows all the inception of the heart.The direction of love when the wind comes. To see it’s beautiful waves of pleasant colors. I need to be able to smell it’s aroma like that of morning coffee. Love is […]
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Broken
I am not sure how to fix myself. See, I feel broken. I am not sure when it happened. That moment for me is uncertain. What I do know is that I don’t know how to heal it. I am still here hoping.That one day I can fix myself from being broken.- Ruptes
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Long Format Release
This pandemic has ruined my mind. It has taken a toll on how I think. It has finished breaking me when I thought I was already broken and there was no more breaking. Furthermore, it has slowly moved itself into paranoia about anything related to being sick. I question and even make in my mind […]
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In The Dead of Winter
How much I’ll give, to be able to enjoy the sun in the winter, like it was the dead of summer. Call the heat waves in and the sun rays. I want to bake in the middle of winter while standing on snow. Let the cool breeze feel like the gentle ease of summer smell. […]
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Indiscriminate Actions of Life
The unfairness of life. Never ceases to amaze.How the good lay victims to its wrath.Their acts of kindness ignored.Doing for everyone. All that others looked over. The unfairness of life. Taking away those that should stay. Ripping apart and leaving pain. Never ceases to amaze.How it leaves all the evil. Enjoying all its days. The […]
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Captivating Sleep
Last night I cried to sleep. It’s been a long time since so. The feeling was out of body. A complete decompress.Everything was pressing and nothing was releasing. Like a child pinching it’s finger. I cried so much. She didn’t hear me. Yet she laid there,Next to me. Sleeping in peace. While I prayed for […]
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For Good or Bad
But. One word is all it takes. One sentence being said. One look from someone. Simply just a facial expression. To which it shatters all hope. Break your heart to pieces. Disappoints you in every way. But. One word is all it takes. One sentence being said. One look from someone. Simply just a facial […]
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Son, I’m Sorry
I’ve wanted to cry. To let out all the emptiness and pain. I’m unable to. Life’s been good. Though, I have been in a circle. I see nothing different. Everything is the same. There is fear for everything. The older I get, the more fear I feel. Being a father heighten my thoughts on mortality, […]
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In The Shade
They’re in the shade. Over at the little corner of the massive space. That’s where I placed them all. Away from the center of attention. Away from the prying eyes that dig into them. A better mind, it is when it’s out of sight. There, that space is the very edge of my mind. Keeping […]
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Underdog
Just the understanding dog. The one not taken seriously. You know the failure. That’s me. The one dealt a set of cards. Played them horribly. Wrecked my life’s saving plan. – Ruptes
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Happiness There
I am not sure that I know what it is that my mind wants. There are moments in which I want to cry. So much so that my mind pounds so hard I feel it as physical pain. I want to cry into dehydration and not have a drop of water to help quench the […]
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