Tag: fighting

• Broken

  

  I am not sure how to fix myself. See, I feel broken. I am not sure when it happened. That moment for me is uncertain. What I do know is that I don’t know how to heal it. I am still here hoping.That one day I can fix myself from being broken.- Ruptes

  Ruptes

  March 13, 2022

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• Captivating Sleep

  

  Last night I cried to sleep. It’s been a long time since so. The feeling was out of body. A complete decompress.Everything was pressing and nothing was releasing. Like a child pinching it’s finger. I cried so much. She didn’t hear me. Yet she laid there,Next to me. Sleeping in peace. While I prayed for […]

  Ruptes

  March 6, 2022

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• Underdog

  

  Just the understanding dog. The one not taken seriously. You know the failure. That’s me. The one dealt a set of cards. Played them horribly. Wrecked my life’s saving plan. – Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 24, 2022

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• Dreams

  

  Worthy of dreaming. Seeing how the flowers come out of naked grounds. Where it was once barren. Worthy are the dreams. They see fruits in nothing. They see everything that isn’t. Worthy are the dreams. They shape reality. They make known only what you saw. Worthy are dreams. Molded just for what you want. They’re […]

  Ruptes

  February 22, 2022

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• Itself

  

  The mind.Captive to itself.Rebellion to itself. Destructive to itself. Hostage to itself. Painful to itself. You’re nothing to it.Nothing without it.Just a capsule. – Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 22, 2022

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• Storied Life

  

  Storied time.In a storied life. About the horrid-fied.life o lies. A battle in time.A stammer dime.The hammered lies.Brain-afied. It’s those subtle lies. In which rattles high. And through time. Ranges high.Baffle time. Becoming storied time.In a storied life.- Ruptes

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  February 18, 2022

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• Prisoner of Mind

  

  The living space. Of the living days. The willful praise. Of the willing reign.Reach out and conquer. Bring about your rage. Though in another world.This one is full of lies and pain. It is in it that we drown. What’s swimming to white rafts?Look outside the world of your mind.In it you’re a prisoner to […]

  Ruptes

  February 14, 2022

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• Conquer Their World

  

  Start writing like you never knew you could. Come with this new found expression. Conquer the world in the minds of others with your words. Ruptes

  Ruptes

  November 5, 2021

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• Tough Fight

  Hair super messy. As if the wind has been waving.Though she’s in the room – not outside. She’s panting with exhaustion. Definitely, she’s been working hard. She’s disoriented. She’s definitely excited. Though happiness doesn’t seem to be it. There’s something. The wind is not there for the hair. The air is not there for the […]

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  May 23, 2020

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