Tag: hopeless

• Broken

  

  I am not sure how to fix myself. See, I feel broken. I am not sure when it happened. That moment for me is uncertain. What I do know is that I don’t know how to heal it. I am still here hoping.That one day I can fix myself from being broken.- Ruptes

  Ruptes

  March 13, 2022

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• Itself

  

  The mind.Captive to itself.Rebellion to itself. Destructive to itself. Hostage to itself. Painful to itself. You’re nothing to it.Nothing without it.Just a capsule. – Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 22, 2022

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• Storied Life

  

  Storied time.In a storied life. About the horrid-fied.life o lies. A battle in time.A stammer dime.The hammered lies.Brain-afied. It’s those subtle lies. In which rattles high. And through time. Ranges high.Baffle time. Becoming storied time.In a storied life.- Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 18, 2022

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• Prisoner of Mind

  

  The living space. Of the living days. The willful praise. Of the willing reign.Reach out and conquer. Bring about your rage. Though in another world.This one is full of lies and pain. It is in it that we drown. What’s swimming to white rafts?Look outside the world of your mind.In it you’re a prisoner to […]

  Ruptes

  February 14, 2022

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• Freedom

  Freedom from your thoughts, is the real freedom you need. If you’re a slave to your mind what difference is the freedom granted to you? – Ruptes

  Ruptes

  July 28, 2020

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• Impossible To Know

  There is no way that any one can know If I cry – is it always sadness? Inpossible to know. I say. I am always happy. These tears scream JOY, even if it comes out in pain.

  Ruptes

  June 1, 2020

  2020, Artistic, Poetry, Ruptes, Thoughts

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• Today

  There is – No way!This is destined to be this way. To look at it differently is to lose reality. For this is what’s already here. And thinking of what it was or could be. Is a thought on the mind of a person with fear. Take it for the solidness that it holds. For […]

  Ruptes

  May 26, 2020

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• Tough Fight

  Hair super messy. As if the wind has been waving.Though she’s in the room – not outside. She’s panting with exhaustion. Definitely, she’s been working hard. She’s disoriented. She’s definitely excited. Though happiness doesn’t seem to be it. There’s something. The wind is not there for the hair. The air is not there for the […]

  Ruptes

  May 23, 2020

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• Yellow Light

  

  The sun so bright. Yet the darkness is so deep. There is no shine. Everything is a dark pit. Drowning out all light. Even though the sun is so bright. A yellow dot in a dark sky. There is really no light. The darkness outshines the light.

  Ruptes

  May 22, 2020

  2020, Artistic, Poetry, Ruptes, Thoughts

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