Tag: Mind

• Broken

  

  I am not sure how to fix myself. See, I feel broken. I am not sure when it happened. That moment for me is uncertain. What I do know is that I don’t know how to heal it. I am still here hoping.That one day I can fix myself from being broken.- Ruptes

  Ruptes

  March 13, 2022

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• Indiscriminate Actions of Life

  

  The unfairness of life. Never ceases to amaze.How the good lay victims to its wrath.Their acts of kindness ignored.Doing for everyone. All that others looked over. The unfairness of life. Taking away those that should stay. Ripping apart and leaving pain. Never ceases to amaze.How it leaves all the evil. Enjoying all its days. The […]

  Ruptes

  March 6, 2022

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• Captivating Sleep

  

  Last night I cried to sleep. It’s been a long time since so. The feeling was out of body. A complete decompress.Everything was pressing and nothing was releasing. Like a child pinching it’s finger. I cried so much. She didn’t hear me. Yet she laid there,Next to me. Sleeping in peace. While I prayed for […]

  Ruptes

  March 6, 2022

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• Dreams

  

  Worthy of dreaming. Seeing how the flowers come out of naked grounds. Where it was once barren. Worthy are the dreams. They see fruits in nothing. They see everything that isn’t. Worthy are the dreams. They shape reality. They make known only what you saw. Worthy are dreams. Molded just for what you want. They’re […]

  Ruptes

  February 22, 2022

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• Itself

  

  The mind.Captive to itself.Rebellion to itself. Destructive to itself. Hostage to itself. Painful to itself. You’re nothing to it.Nothing without it.Just a capsule. – Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 22, 2022

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• Storied Life

  

  Storied time.In a storied life. About the horrid-fied.life o lies. A battle in time.A stammer dime.The hammered lies.Brain-afied. It’s those subtle lies. In which rattles high. And through time. Ranges high.Baffle time. Becoming storied time.In a storied life.- Ruptes

  Ruptes

  February 18, 2022

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• Prisoner of Mind

  

  The living space. Of the living days. The willful praise. Of the willing reign.Reach out and conquer. Bring about your rage. Though in another world.This one is full of lies and pain. It is in it that we drown. What’s swimming to white rafts?Look outside the world of your mind.In it you’re a prisoner to […]

  Ruptes

  February 14, 2022

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• Valentines

  

  Thankful that today you are here. That I get to wake next to you. You and I became parents to a child. He’s the living definition of our love. There is no life without the two of you. There is no purpose without you or him. Loving you is the best part of the day. […]

  Ruptes

  February 14, 2022

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• Freedom

  Freedom from your thoughts, is the real freedom you need. If you’re a slave to your mind what difference is the freedom granted to you? – Ruptes

  Ruptes

  July 28, 2020

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• Toast To My Mind

  Toasting to the mind that I have, It only knows how to cause me panic,Anxiety, and pain. Toasting to the death you are giving me,Not the great job you do.

  Ruptes

  July 20, 2020

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