Tag Archives: Ruptes

There Is No Way

There is no way to know the truth.
The pain and the rain of tears coming down.

There is no way to figure out why.
The flash flood of tears.

There is no way you will ever know.
The the pain in me has to do because of you.

I only look one way.
In hopes that He will help me through.
Through, the sorrows, misunderstandings, tears, pains.

- Ruptes

A Dried Heart

There are days where nothing is what you think.
When everything falls and shatters.
Nothing remains whole. 

The heart splashes to the ground.
Shattering rather than splatting.
It is dried from the burden of pain. 

Breaking to many pieces.
Going in every direction.
Repair seems likely impossible.

When Life is breathed into it.
It's now malleable.
Allowing it to fall, splatter, and stretch.

Never breaking again...

- Ruptes

Quote #6

And the world is only concerned with itself.

Amazing how it never vows otherwise.

Ruptes

Each Morning

I can wake in pain, 
back, legs, hip 
something extraordinary 
Opening the eyes
seeing you brings joy
Hearing you causes a dance 
what pain did I say? 
 there is nothing to feel here 
just the joy of your voice 
 the beauty of your face.

- Ruptes 

Staying The Path

I have lost traction to my path 
I am slipping and sliding on it 
Barely able to keep in place 
Difficult to stay the way 
It takes more effort to go forward 
Than to allow myself to fall out of it
The fear of staying behind 
Falling into the darkness 
And losing site of the Light 
Doesn't allow for me to stay the path 
I must compose myself 
Learn to trust the slow and steady 
Simple and easy 
Cautious and attentive way 
Keeps me safe in the path 
Regardless of mud and water 
Darkness and fear 
That comes from time to time.

- Ruptes

Shedding The Tears

To the days that rain,
I thank you for shedding the tears.
Because it shows me that crying is ok.
Natures cries some days.
It helps other places.
Not just the negative.
Crying is reviving.
It’s the beginning of a new beginning.
A New more invigorating start.
Coming down from above
And moving out from within.

- Ruptes

In My Desperation

In my desperation. There You was. 
Countering every thought with laughter. 
Injecting every moment with joy. 

In my desperation I pushed You away.
Regardless of the moments.
I moved away. 

Also, in my desperation.
I came back to You. 
I realized it's worst without You.  

- Ruptes

A Calling Card

There is a calling card. It never expires.

One that I use constantly. Because I need.

A relationship with You, requires a me.

To use the calling card to speak to You.

Ruptes

No Me Without You

Turning to You, for everything that makes me. There is nothing in me that can be without a You.

Ruptes

That Is Everyone

Meager soul.

In desperado mode.

In need.

That is everyone.

Ruptes

Forgive Me

In need of the forgiveness to flow through me.

It’s impossible joy to not have it in me.

The weather beats me.

And the rain has more laughter and joy than I do.

It has one job and it does it effortlessly.

I have one job and I struggle on it daily.

Forgive me Father, for my inability.

To reach out to you when in need.

Sombering in my flaws.

Eating up the space for You to be in.

The Brightest

Like the brightest lamp post

In the middle of the street

In the darkest of nights

Just it

That’s you and me to the world

When He is with us.