Tag Archives: Sad

Feels

There has been many thoughts in me. 

How do I go to put this into words. 

These thoughts consume me. 

They are the small spark in the middle of me. 

How can I go about it? All I want to do is sit and cry.
Let out this pain that I am not able to figure out where it sleeps. 

Within me it lives and when it comes to the light it consumes me.
How can I be the best of me when I still have this? 

How can there be a better me - ever- when it is still; there somewhere. 

I am looking for it and I can't seem to find it. 
Maybe, I should let it out free to consume me.

Because when I look for it, it evades me. 

Self Esteem

I have always tried to be important to myself, 
Though I believe not, 
So I may not be important to anyone else. 
I should not be important for anyone else. 
I dictate how I believe everyone else should see me, 
Feel about me, 
Think about me, 
Because I do not have high regards, 
On who I am, 
and how I am. 

\Ruptes